The Feeling of first love - HAIKHU

Review: Stolen Reflections

Stolen Reflections by Anangsha Alammyan
My rating: 5 of 5 stars

As the title suggests STOLEN REFLECTIONS ,I MUST SAY YES IT IS.

Excellent,soothing poetry book dealing with many facets of emotions.
I loved the middle and end portions very much. As it seems to me that many of us have already gone through these levels of emotions in one or the other parts of our life.And not to deny the fact that love has been such an exilir of our life which can break us apart and rejoin us to the different chapter of our life.
I also liked the different types of poetric styles explored in this collection,like ballad cinquain etc.This collection has a beautiful poems on love, lust and loss. Poetry sounds interesting to read as it provides ample knowledge about the different kinds of poetry as you keep turning the pages.Here are some of my favourite which I think everyone must go through.

Haiku - Bitter
Lanturne - Deception
Limerick - Dreamless
Pantoum - Wandering
Tanka - Ardour
The Same Story
You Love to Watch Me Helpless, Don't You?
The Love I Couldn't Return
Irrevocable
Together
Stardust
Is This a Mistake?
Congratulations to the author for bringing up this soulful collection.

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TORMENTED SOUL ( POEM BASED ON TRUE STORY )FROM THE BOOK MANY LIVES MANY CRIES.

IF YOUR BLOOD DIDN'T CUDDLE AFTER READING THIS POEM,THEN I THINK I MUST STOP WRITING!
 READ THIS POEM FROM THE BOOK MANY LIVES MANY CRIES .I WROTE IT FOR THOSE VICTIMS OF RAPE & MURDER,AND ARE STILL HAPPENING AFTER EVERY FIVE MINUTES OF THE HOUR, SOMEWHERE OR THE OTHER PARTS OF OUR COUNTRY 'INDIA'.
THIS POEM IS ESPECIALLY DEDICATED TO LATE NIRBHAYA FROM DELHI WHO WAS RAPED IN THE MOVING BUS IN THE BROAD DAYLIGHT,WHERE EVERYONE WAS AWAKE BUT ?
  NONE WAS ABLE TO HELP HER!
THIS INCIDENT HAD ASHAMED THE ENTIRE NATION,HOW CAN WE FORGET IT SO EASILY ?


               
                 TORMENTED SOUL.
           By Abhijit Patil 
      Many lives many cries.                         

  That one chance what I had, Was drained.
sunken breaths and closed are my eyes now.
To most this is just a bad dream, a nightmare.
But to some it's  more than the reality .
Few couldn't even dare to talk about it.
And few rest in the shadows,
Where they hide in their own meadow of despair.
My dead body has got one tragic tale to be revealed
And it will speak for itself .

My body was going numb.
I could no longer feel my toes.
I could see my black mascara tears,
As they fall onto alover me.
My red lipstick smeared and 
Hair full of knots.
My body is broken and full of bruises and scars,
And Mind completely lost.
A lesson with a price myself an expensive
Cost.
With their hands over my mouth.
I kept screaming stop.
But couldn't get them off top .
As they were stronger and heavily drunk.
As I fought harder begging and cried for mercy 
They crushed down  my soul over and over 
And wretched it down below 
Their feets.

The world slowly went dark,
From the fighting and pain .
I never woke up but laying there bloody and dirty ,
In the rains of tears.
Breaths have stopped of not giving any sign.
But they were laughing for they took 
Me as one toy in their cheap game of fun.
And were enjoying out of my unbearable pain 
And trauma
But still may be that wouldn't be even wasn't enough for them.
At last it was one steel rod that had  my name over it.
It was thrusted deeper into and deeper inside me.
Bitter and worse bitter was that pain.
And my crying voice grew fainter and more fainter,
With the spilled blood stained spread over like a red paint on the floor.
My limbs began to beat when I felt something stopping my heart.
With the dark coated film I had to take the last burst of my breath.
My world slowly went dark forever
In the Dawn I had left from the home
And now I had to forget the Dawn and my home.
And stay in the sky forever.

Heart Touching Haikhu

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Lust or Goal? Sexual addiction how to cope with ?

Before I proceed further with this subject I have got certain questions to be asked to our present ‘yuva'( generation),post 2011 who we refer as milleniuals of todays era.

How many of you all really make the best use of internet and your mobile devices, so that you are free of any constant fear of never ever getting caught at somewhere or be by someone . well now, it doesn’t matters where?in the toilet or in your locked up private room? Wether you are a girl or a boy???? Just think its very complicated ?

Now when I have put forth this question,let me answer you also,about 85% of our todays youth is trapped in extracting gaining this superficial pleasure out of misusing their devices and through the means of pornography and remaining 15% of them just lie that they make the best possible use of their handy assets,almost everyone ranging over ,irrespectively of the fact that you are a girl or a boy,single or married ,young or aged.Almost everyone of us.

The whole and sole of our entire human race, perhaps in one dimensional angle of view point have turned themselves as slaves of gratifying and satisfying their private parts,animal instinct ,lust mechanism and weird sexual desires.

Today if any women walks around over the street, Men feel and stare at them in hiddance as such they are clearly naked, even though when dressed in the well decent attires.No women will lose the chance of seeing the men’s physique and structural built body ,irrespective of the fact where they are,and it doesn't matters to them even if they are in the temple,church,office,school or even the public places.

In schools/colleges almost everyone wants to look good,boys try to build their packs,and girl utilises half of the day to maintain herself .so that,they can win the attraction and attention of their opposite sex.As They can build up such relation in which they can spend their whole valuable time and peak seasons of life, just while smooching,having or satisfying their lustful animal instinct.If they are lucky enough to have their partner then things are slightly easy and if not some artificial toys will do or sometimes hands work better.This is relevant to both the opposite sex.

while Sometimes looking at this circumstances, I feel as if everyone of us are suffering from that dog and bitch heat of August month.I feel even though being in the advanced era of informational and cryber technology we are becoming and falling down worst to the extent of animals.If we compare the strength of other creatures unlike animal,birds,insect we seemingly lack to compete with their strength comparatively .But between the animals and us we have only one attribute that uniquely differs us from them.That is our power of wisdom and analytical reasoning .Such other animals may be helpless to control their instincts by the virtue of nature.But what about us,where we are heading towards?remains the fact as an itself one big unanswered question.

In this race of time where everyone is thirsty for satisfying their hidden and unsatisfied lust,let me clear to you all the very harsh reality of this race,and it is that when we say lust or orgasm ,It is bound to never achieve any point of satisfaction or give you any permanent happiness or joy.As much deep you will go that much more deeper you will get carried away .

Just for a once, take a halt and think?Is this the ultimate goal and final motto of our life.Is chasing behind the lust only kind of happiness left,that we are madly trying to seek?And not being the true spirit of humane?well let me wash off the cover over your eyes that isn't any permanent happiness which you get in masturbating in the toilets or satisfying your lust and orgasm with animal magnetism with your opposite sex partner in the locked bedroom.It is just one mirage of your path that you are treading on and one day you will be left with nothing.Even the capacity of sowing your seed will be jeopardised with the quicker discharges with ashamed feeling of incapability of your manhood or womanhood incase where you are not able to give birth to a child,losing that sense of feeling of being the mother.

Halt for a while and just go back to your innocent childhoods days when you were not that sexually matured adult person.Think of those dreams which you had set for youselves for your bright future.They may be of becoming,actor,doctor,engineer,author,scientist such were the dreams which were full of energy,vigour and vitality and you had no stress or any guilty feeling.

Incase if you are not a virgin I want to ask you one question?Tell me,when you first lost your virginity did you all feel guilty about the sex you all had, as if you have done something wrong and you felt as you are sinning or you are a sinner.Well,almost everyone of us!because it is our conscience that indicates once to us letting us know that maybe we are moving on the wrong direction with our dirty sense of feelings.

Well, as for that juncture of time we didn't know or came to learn this bitter lessons,you will be now shocked to know that we are too exploited due to our helpless natural sexual urges by many porn websites and internet.They take advantage of our weaknesses and mint money out of our own cost of sufferings.

some of you all may think it is our pleasure,but could you bet you are not addicted to having this enhanced sexual exploitism through the means of pornographic images and movies,can you control clicking that button which displays before your eyes such provoking and revealing stuff?And Most of us will answer no,if they are at least honest to themselves.

Certain scientific facts: Now let me lower down your pressure and burden of your deeds.To be very honest such things what everyone of us are doing is just because many of us are not aware about our own body and brain connection,while generally speaking it is quite obvious and natural that we get such sexual desires and satifying ideas of orgasm naturally and by default.

Our brain is wired and programmed to be such,while the DNA is coded with one sex drive which is often known as genetically automated sex drive.This is by virtue of nature that at certain age of our lifetime we get carried away with it, to such a extent that most of our own decisions that we take are due to some sexual attraction and is supposedly to gain attention of our opposite sex.This is normally natural by the virtue of nature so as to enhance the function of reproduction,procreation and to accelerate the process of having our offspring .so that our human race must prosper and stabilised with the growth of time over this planet.But due to unawareness we fall prey and surrender ourselves to be the slave of this sex drive and we start heading towards such wrong paths of our life which are full of guilt,betrayals,and unnatural, unsound relationships for the sake of having satisfaction of our sexual urges that have been pent up for years together.

We as an active youth must try to understand the proper science of our body and mind .As our country has vast historic culture of epics and her heroes .There are many references that we come to know that certain seers,sages,scholars,saints had mastered the art of controlling this sex drives and turned themselves ever immortal figures of the world,that we still remember them.They did such yoga of brahmacharya,controlled and mastered the art of controlling their senses.Finally they got enlightened and spreaded on the educational knowledge and message further on to their upcoming generations.They taught the world that real power is not to waste their energy surrendering to one default genetical sex drive,but it is to gather the command over such drives .once we succeed in doing so we start controlling our senses,with the real self realisation of spiritual powers and its strength.Almost all the epic heroes of mahabharatha had mastered this lessons and still they are being remembered for their individual contribution in the evident pages of history,may it be the lord Krishna,bhisma, arjuna or duryodhana.

So now it is our time to wake up and we should vow to have balanced and equilibrium life of discipline,commitment and should seek in the pleasure of having attained permanent state of happiness ,well not trying to be chasing after hollow state of happiness which lasts for a few seconds of time.

But, often we see our mothers dreaming high about us at home, and adversely we work outside to impress our girlfriends or boyfriends.Or it so happens that if someone is in a love relationship. we try to shift our goals compromised and set up new goal that's Love marriage.That's all we do being selfish due to our own aggravated wired sex drives that which we create for ourselves,to attract our opposite sex and to extract the happiness from that relationship ,that happiness which doesn't even lasts for a day,because next day you want it more.

This is not the true and permanent happiness,the true happiness will get you achieve your dreams,achieve your goals and helps you deliver.Just imagine that one small moment of your life where you had scored highest marks,or where you achieved trophy in your liked sport,Imagine that moment of your life where your parents have had to get happy tears in their tired of eyes.

Imagine that respect which you get when your are successful in every stage of life wether it be a love,marital,familial or professional.

This is the real happiness that which you give to others and not the one which you take it extract from others out of your own pursuit of selfish interested desires and hidden secrets.

Once A.p.j Abdul kalam was asked why didn't he got married?He said he was so much busy in his work that he forgot.

Thus,so how you as a students and youths have to work,and not neglecting the blackboard of your class but worshipping each and every word that is being written on and over that blackboard.

Think well,what do you really want in your life some temporary things or the fixed one,even if you get attracted towards something which you don't feel easy about,then question yourself ‘ Do I really want my life to be that way?Support your conscience and not the defaulted dirty feeling that are present in us.

You will get your path….

You will definitely reach to that destination ..

You will really achieve the goal of your life .

And happiness will be permanently settled over there.

[ PLEASE SPREAD THIS MESSAGE AS IT IS FOR AWAKENING OF OUR YOUTH ]

WROTE

BY ABHIJIT PATIL

Author/content writer.

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My biggest emotional moment over the Facebook[ True story]

As usual I keep myself busy with my facebook friends,who knows where and when you would come across your forgotten near ones.
  Perhaps,I did came across one such moment of my life,which left me breathless and I was transfixed to meet someone who I had totally forgotten.
  In fact we are so busy in our own life,that on its journey we leave behind many people who were at times very especial to us.Or they made us feel especial about ourselves.
  And the flashback of my story dates back when i was studying my 12th std.
 And as a customary affair every student have to take farewell and move ahead leaving all their good friends and memories behind there in your alma mater.Those days i came across one girl by name 'pooja' she was from very typical Indian family,though she had some sort of liberty to attend college but her family was quite over-possessive about her.As she was from maharashtrian background she was well principled and disciplined too.
   One day she herself gave me one hint that signified me of her deep love,but her fate was that,I couldn't say 'yes'to her proposal.As I was committed to some other girl,who in fact went ahead after few span of years.As the time went by our farewell came,A day in every students life where they are drowned into emotions and tears saying goodbye to their college & teachers.
  Some of them even maintained a diary called 'AUTO BOOK' where in they would tell their friends,classmates and especial people of their lives to write something in there.
 Apart from studying and preparing for my final exams,I had one more workload of completing this auto books of my friends.
 Thence pooja came towards me,and said " Abhi you have been a very especial person to me,so I want you to create something especial in this book".
Which in the long run I must not forget this day of our life.
  She caught hold of my right hand and applied ink on my palm and told me to put the impression over the page.
 Writing this words as the title of the page as to make it such memorable.
  ' YOU CAN'T FEEL ME',
           BUT I AM THERE
  Send off was done,life went far and years just passed like that.
 And now that I am a author,and after almost 18 years someone with the unknown identity waved me over the facebook,at the first instance I thought of ignoring it,but still I checked the inbox, there was no response and suddenly I got one more notification over my home screen of the mobile.
 And when I checked I saw that page,but couldn't recollect and after a timing of minutes suddenly everything I came to recollect.And I just typed there 'pooja' then she just send me a smiley.
There we started knowing each others life story,for a fraction of few minutes I felt as if I should take her in my arms,I just got up from the place I was sitting,in a bit of that excitement I just went on asking her questions over the questions while forgetting to ask her to share her mobile number.
 I felt as if I met someone who I had lost and left behind in the past.
  But Now she was married and mother of two kids,she said she got someone who loved her,and mean it deeply.
 She is happy.
 But again I was struggling in my life with many worries and stress to get settled.
Now I still feel ' I wish I could reverse the wheel of time and I wish we could ever meet again.
Thanks to facebook!

 ( I have attached the picture of that page which was sent across to me)
                              ......Abhijit Patil
                                         Author
                            Many lives many cries

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2019

Wishing you all a very happy and a grand prosperous new year